Friday, April 15, 2011

I Might Have Found Something...

I might have found something to do after my bachelor's program. You know, until the whole 
marriage-stay-at-home-raise-babies-cook-cool-food-sew-and-make-amazing-things-support-the-hubs
thing works out. 
It's ambitious, a little crazy, kinda scary, pretty cool and involves a lot of studying [don't ask me how that other line of little words will work out if I'm busy studying all the time--I haven't figured that out yet]. 
Plus side?
It might even be one of those careers that once I become established I could say, do part of it at home? 
I hope I didn't just jinx myself.

Bear with me, this is completely unknown territory with too many variables in the mix to say for sure if I am going to do it this so may not even happen and something equally as awesome will.
I've been talking quite a bit with my counselor about the unknown future and how to look at it and such. 
Basically I don't need to let it scare me because it doesn't exist yet and you can't control [or not control] something that doesn't exist yet. 
Sometimes it feels like this 
 
But then I think of "Lead Kindly Light" and the circumstances surrounding that song and realize I have enough to see one step ahead so I can continue as well. 


2 comments:

the fowlers said...

best song. i think about that one a lot, too. i mostly think about the second verse: "i loved to choose and see my path but now . . ." :)

good luck! you can make anything work.

Whitnée said...

I want to know what it is.....